PRESCRIBED DELETION -
the truth about antidepressants.
This is a massive subject, and I am living a very difficult life at this
time which is interfering with my writing. So, I have to rough this
out. This report is based mainly upon information I gathered during a
study
of antidepressants I did in 2008/09. This was the study that netted the
classified documents from GSK
This is the first section of this report.
I will do this report one section at a time, and the steps will be:
1. Testimonies of people destroyed by antidepressants
2. The chemistry of the various antidpressants, and which dangerous substances
in everyday life they deliver directly to the brain - Yes, you heard that
right, there are several that do nothing more than deliver modeling glue and
other nasty aromatic hydrocarbons straight to your brain, and KEEP THEM THERE.
Several would be replaced well by a gasoline inhaler attached to a backpack
that you carry with you - (pill form is easier though) and others, like
Prozac, are derived from fluoride. Antidepressants deliver a very stable but
FILTHY high until you fry, and the hydrocarbon based ones cause exactly the
same damage you get from working in a paint booth without a respirator. I
HAVE PROOF.
3. The visible physical damage antidepressants cause and how and why it
occurs, including osteo porosis, calcification of the brain, brain shrinkage,
destruction of white matter, corkscrewed axons, liver and other organ damage,
and some interesting ancedotes related to this;
4. The motivation for attempting to destroy the entire population of a nation
with these substances, and an expose of the corruption in the FDA, the medical
community, the Jewish connection, the banker/Rothchild/Rockefeller/facist
connection, the future slave state, how the research SSRI's are based on was
done in Russia and imported to America in the form of Prozac, and the proposed
finalization of the destruction of Western civilization which
"antidepressants" will play a central role in.
5. A detailed exposure of why antidepressants destroy bonding relationships,
and make it impossible for anyone to fall permanently in love for REAL, with a
little side attachment explaining the reasons for why specific brands destroy
sex in different ways. - I actually have the line by line answers for EACH
BRAND, and which part of the brain they ruin to often permanently destroy sex
in different ways. Different brands destroy different pathways, but all are
effective in wrecking sex.
6. How they get away with hurting so many people under the supposed cover of
doing good, and the methods put in place to avoid being sued, imprisoned, and
hung. What WE need to do to forever expose this scam, and make sure they are
sued, imprisoned, and hung. I have the answer to EXACTLY how we can blow this
open and hang them.
SO, due to the hacks and deletions I am constantly fighting, here is a rather
rough start. It's obvious from all that has transpired that this is a stab at
the root of the worst evil, this is going to piss them off more than
anything.
Prescribed Deletion - testimonies of the destroyed.
These are the words of those who have been destroyed by
antidepressants. If you are among them, STOP listening to your P-doc telling
you it never happens; the reality is that they ALL know it happens and they
are lying to you.
View this chart, and READ THE RESULTS THAT FOLLOW.
These are testimonies of people destroyed by antidepressants.
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"Whoever said that they lost most their ability to love; MAN, that is the
thing I miss the most. I was a very, very, very passionate person prior to
celexa. I was passionate about everything, my marriage, my job, my country.
I couldn't hear our national anthem without stopping and feeling the hairs
on the back of my neck stand straight up. 14 years in the Army National
guard, I was very into my career with them too. I was passionate about
running, about my relationship with (and this will probably sound wierd) my
dog. I miss all of these things. I hope they all come back to me. They
were very much the bricks in the foundation of my life and I feel like they
are gone. When I say I want the old me back, I mean the person who was
passionate, the person who loved and was loved. The driven person who saw
what he wanted and went out and got it. That was all taken from me with the
introduction of Celexa in my life. I just want it back."
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"I've been in an extremely peculiar state for the past 8 months after stopping
Wellbutrin/buproprion. I have literally lost everything inside of me and no longer
have a sense of "inner being". My personality has been completely erased,
along with the inner psyche I've spent a lifetime building. When I attempt to
"look inside", it is impossible because there is literally nothing there.
Everything that made up my specific sense of personal being is gone, including
including my hopes, fears, dreams, goals, opinions, values, morals,
likes/dislikes, and most strikingly, all emotions and feelings.
I have no feelings associated with past events, and no emotional connections
with anything in the world. Specific emotions that defined my personal sense
of being are no longer there. People, places, things and events that I thought
were etched in my soul as having significance no longer mean a thing.
Absolutely nothing, I can't stress this enough.
I am unable to look backward or forward, have no sense of past accomplishments
and no desire for future ones. The strangest thing is, I cannot feel anything
toward being in this state, as that part of me is gone too. It's like a
recursive erasure of everything I ever was, am, and will be.
It doesn't feel like life is a conscious experience that I am having anymore,
as there is no inner construct within me to absorb an experience on any level.
I see, hear, touch, and smell, yet each of these is so devoid of emotional
content that they don't coalesce into anything meaningful I can call a human
consciousness. My sense of being has been replaced by a constant void of
nothingness that is unchanging, 24/7, I feel nothing towards the nothingness.
It is not like feeling empty inside, there is no inside to feel empty
within.
Getting to this state was a long process that started with gradually losing my
emotions. This started when I decided to withdraw from the antidepressant
Wellbutrin/Bupropion which I'd been on a high dosage of for 5 years.
Strangely, going back on it did not help, but made things worse. When I
stopped and started the drug a second time, I experienced one tremendous day
of improvement followed by a seizure while sleeping, and woke up in a confused
state. After this I regressed and felt completely dead inside.
This waking up in a confused state happened 2 more times, once in May 2010 and
once in September 2010. Both of these were preceded by sudden improvements.
But upon waking I felt like I had lost a basic part of my self. Not just
feelings, but the core of my being. What I felt to be the complete and final
destruction of my inner being happened on September 7th, 2010, and there
hasn't been a change since (it has now been 8 months).
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"I tell you, I never had a problem before celexa. I just want to be back to
me. I want to no longer be the pitiful creature it made me. I want to be
me. The old me. I want myself back. Life isn't worth living with this
new person holding my thoughts and feelings hostage. I have been off Celexa
since last year. I JUST WANT ME BACK."
"I have been on 0 mgs for almost a year, and my emotional state has yet to
come back to normal. (normal me). I have been from Psyc doc to Psyc doc
(never needed before celexa) to try to figure it out. They point the problem
back to me. I found out by reading around the Internet, and buying the book
"Prozac: Panacea or Pandora" by doctor Ann Blake Tracy, and I found out that
several people, if not all people, who go off these drugs experience exactly
what I have experienced. When Natalie wrote what she wrote, you can go back
to some of my earlier posts and the withdrawal effects are written down almost
verbatim. These are bad for our brains, they change our personalities. I
want my life back, and don't want even my worst enemy to experience what I
have been through. These people have no love for their fellow man. We need
to, no matter how emotionally messed up we are, we need to band together and
prevent them (a commercial for Cymbalta just came on the tv, made my blood
boil) from prescribing them to ANYONE. Depression hurts said the commercial,
I never knew depression till after celexa. I have been through hell,
therefore hell exists."
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"What I don't understand is how a drug could completely erase me as a human
being. What I'm experiencing is not depression, anhedonia, or flat affect, but
a permanent change in my consciousness that literally destroyed my humanity.
All the parts that made up my being are literally gone. I don't understand how
this is even possible, or what (if anything) I can do to change it."
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"I'm 25 yrs old. I used to be a bodybuilder, avid fisherman, used to drag
race, and enjoy the great outdoors. USED TO.
I was on effexor for about 3 yrs, 75mgs. I decided I wanted to stop taking it,
I felt fine. Im 25 I said and I can deal with lifes problems.
I told my doc if I may discontinue the drug he said sure, if you want to.
Doctor didn't even ask me if I wanted to wean off, I suggested him to give me
the 35mgs, but he gave me only a weeks worth.
I have never in life felt so sick. I would not wish this on anyone, not even
my enemy. The first 3 months were hell. dizziness, nausea, fatigue, bad
memory, brain zaps, you name it I had it. I couldnt even walk sometimes.
I fought and fought and it is now 7 months that I am clean off this horrible
so called drug.
To this day, 7 MONTHS later, I am left with weakness, bad memory, and horrible
coordination.
I can no longer workout, all my muscles went down, I have no energy to do what
I liked to do in my life. I cannot function or remember things at work. I am
useless. If it wasn't my cousins place, I would have been fired along time
ago.
I am not depressed, I don't have panic attacks.
In my opinion, Effexor has left me permanent damage. I have been through more
tests than you can think of. blood tests upon blood tests for every disease
known to man.
This drug has changed my life for the worse and everynight i cry, because I
feel that this medicine has severly left me damaged. My doctor has no idea
what to do."
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"I was prescribed Zoloft 25-50mgs 9 years ago while I was in college.
Before I begin with the nightmare, let me stress I WAS NOT SICK when I started
this drug. I had anxiety (situational )and was a little tired. That is it.
Other than these issues, I was as healthy as a horse, never been in the
hospital, rarely if ever needed to go to the doctor. I was very active and on
the go.
Well, Zoloft worked immediately, what can I say. I loved it. Loved it loved it
loved it. I thought it was a gift from God, saved me and my college career. I
wasn't as shy as I had been. I felt more social.
But then I found I could not get off without severe head pain and brain zaps.
So, I stayed on it. Every few months I would think about going off again, but
the symptoms I would get kept me on it, and very afraid to come off. So, I
stayed on it for 8 long years. (I forgot to mention I gained 25 pounds within
the first 3 months on it. That was another reason I wanted off).
After 8 years, I'd had enough. I felt like I no longer needed it, I had been
long out of college and the original situations that gave me anxiety were long
gone. So, at my doctors advice, I tapered over about 3-4 weeks.
Then my life was shattered. Completely shattered.
I was told the withdrawal would only last a week or two at most, so I rode it
out. It never went away and only kept getting worse. So, I gave up and tried
to go back on. I couldn't take the symptoms anymore. But my body was having
none of that. Strangely, now when I took Zoloft, my body and brain reacted
badly, as if it were rejecting it. I got a fever and felt like I was dying. I
had no choice but to get off again. I was given other SSRI's, but none of them
helped either, and all of them made me worse. I no longer tolerated meds like
I did prior to Zoloft.
I kid you not, here I am 3 YEARS later and still very ill, and it all began
when getting off Zoloft. Here is what I suffer 24/7.....
severe head pain and pressure
brain zaps/ electrical zaps shooting through brain down to toes
burning in extremities and brain
severe fatigue and weakness
dizziness/vertigo
severe depression ( never was depressed, ever, until coming off Zoloft )
severe anxiety
panic attacks...BAAAAD
daily crying jags
skin eruptions and
bone and muscle pain
burning tongue
insomnia
digestive pain
cramping on right side under rib cage
hair loss
sensitivities to food and medications previously tolerated well
extremely sensitive to vitamins and minerals previously tolerated well
no motivation / severe apathy
loss of career and income/ on disability
derealization/ depersonalization
back and neck spasms
unable to drive, shop, or eat out
increased allergies to things once tolerated well ( smoke, dust, cats )
suicidal thoughts....pretty regularly and very scary
nightmares
jaw pain from clenching teeth ( I guess from severe stress )
agoraphobia...very heartbreaking since I used to be so busy
ears ringing
feeling like being hit it the back of the head with a shovel
pressure in chest, like a 100 elephants are sitting on me
racing pulse, even when resting
increased blood pressure and cholesterol
metallic taste
bladder spasms
loss of cognition/ mental function ( feels like I lost 50 IQ points )
difficulty concentrating and recalling facts
I wrote a letter to Pfizer, detailing my story and my symptoms. They blew me
off and wanted a doctors opinion of what my illness is from. No doctor will
admit to Zoloft being the cause of this illness, so Pfizer pretty much told me
they take no responsibility. They ruined my life, and take no responsibility.
They train their drug reps to educate doctors that these drugs are harmless.
They know better, but rake in too much money to do anything about it.
They do not care how many lives they destroy, as long as they continue making
their billions off innocent victims."
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"My withdrawal from Seroxat/Paxil (a few years ago, now). I became very
aggressive on the stuff (many arrests and court appearances), and on some days
I could pop valium like smarties without it making the slightest bit of
difference. When I decided it would be a clever move to stop taking it and put
up with a few days of flu-like symptoms, I found out what withdrawal was
really like.
I slashed at my arms, I rolled around on the floor, screaming, because
everything felt raw (my theory is that we 'normally' perceive the world
through a comfortable haze of endorphins--which was stripped away) and when
the police were called I freaked out completely and brandished a knife at
them.
My husband referred to that state as being 'animalistic'.
Needless to say, I escaped jail by a hair's breadth. When I ended up in ER,
following a dose of pepper spray in my face, I begged for Seroxat and the doc
just laughed in my face and said they weren't running a pharmacy. They did not
believe there was such a thing as SSRI/SNRI withdrawal syndrome. I think they
still don't.
In the cell, waiting for the court appearance, I had the worst shakes and
weird feelings (derealisation, having two heads, having my head swell to the
size of a water melon). The junky I shared the cell with said: "Wow, what are
you on?"
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I was put on zoloft, and when I stopped taking it I became disoriented didn't
remember anything for 3 days. Lost my systems design engineering job I had for
7 years with 21 succesful projects. Lost my income, lost my mind, lost my
home, cars, family heirlooms retirement, etc.etc. It all happened after taking
ZOLOFT. I was finally diagnosed with a form of epilepsy and put on anti
siezure meds..Lamictal. The Zoloft stuff took place In the 3rd world state of
Louisiana..no recourse..Louisiana SUCKS. I now live in Florida, I'm 100%
disabled and doing somewhat better thanks to my wife and my 2 wonderful kids
that stood by me during those nightmarish days. By the way..the state of
louisiana does not recognize the brain as an organ according to one ambulance
chasing Lawyer. It only counts as an organ during a lawsuit right after an
accident. If there are problems 10 years later...too bad it is no longer
relevent.
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The first time I tried to get off cymbalta, I tapered over two months. Three
weeks after the last dose, I was still extremely affected. I almost lost my
job (doctor-level position), I almost quit my job.
I had about two months of hell trying to get off it.
So I'd be trying to pick up my clothes to get dressed in the morning and it
was like zap zap zap grip wall zap pick up shirt zap zap nausea zap sit back
down zap. Then I'd be talking to someone at work and i'd have the zaps and
want to say 'oh just dont mind my nystagmus, nothing to worry about'
I don't feel that pissed off about it all right now, I just wonderhow long it
will take before the brain zaps go away for good
I think I might donate some money to some organization this year that lobbies
for more disclosure to patients about this shit because my dr who first
prescribed it to me said 'Really? It causes vertigo in you? I am on it too and
I get that too--I wonder what's up with that.'.
Followup: I'm up to about 6 months since I was taking Cymbalta every
day and I still have weird effects like those described above. It has gotten
to be kind of a joke now and mostly I just get the weird vertigo zaps. I
wonder if it is 'permanent' a lot.
It is a very distinct 'zap' and it feels way more sketchy and scary than the
depression that caused me to go looking for an antidepressant.
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"The worst kind of hell imaginable. I was off of this drug for 4 months
without a hint of relief from the withdrawl symptoms. I was scared for my life
and at the same time wanted to die..... Furthermore, every doctor I saw told
me that Paxil isn't addictive. **FRUSTRATION** Hated it!"
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"Please consider this before commenting on antidepressants in a positive
way.
About 10 years ago, the medical school at a major university began to notice a
large number of cadavers coming in (for the medical students to work on) which
had indented and calcified frontal lobes in their brains.
Puzzled by this, they went through the life history of each cadaver that had
this anomaly, and discovered that in every case, the person had been on SSRI
antidepressants.
The level of brain damage indicated that each of the cadavers had been
lobotomized.
The people who drew the connection between the calcified and collapsed frontal
lobes (the part of the brain which contains your soul) and antidepressants
received offers of money to keep it secret, and when they chose to go public
anyway, received anonymous death threats against their families and children
if they ever went public.
I have seen many people get destroyed by antidepressants, all the while they
said all was well. Invariably they go down the toilet as they eventually move
toward complete and total emotional and personality flatline."
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"I decided I did not want to be ruled by this drug. Under the supervision of
my doctor over a two month period, I weened myself from cymbalta forever. Each
time I went down to a smaller dose I got sick. I had headaches, brain zaps,
nausea, flu-like symptoms, I blacked out, my memory would get worse, until the
culmination of taking no Cymbalta at all. Fortunately my mother is retired and
was able to stay with me- I was withdrawaling like I assume people do on heavy
street drugs! I would go to sleep hoping I would not wake up and be in pain
throughout the day. My pain would get worse as the day progressed and by 4:00
I could barely stand the headaches, nausea, the ear ringing, and brain zaps.
It has been a year since I have been off of Cymbalta and I continue to have
horrible headaches that get worse as the day progresses; my ears ring, and my
vision is screwed up. I see little lights at night time. My memory is not what
it used to be and when I tell my doctors that I think I was permanatley
poisoned by cymbalta they look at me like I am crazy (and isn't that the
reason I went on the cymbalta in the first place?)"
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"I am on my 7th day of no Cymbalta after being on it for only 3 weeks. I went
from 60mg to 30mg, no problem. Then 30mg to 15mg, by making my own pills from
the 30mg. Brain Zaps started. Now since I am clean for 7 days the Brain Zaps
are hell, I think I even blink when they hit me. Inside my head the Zaps sound
like a chattering angry squirrel. The people that made this drug must have
never tested it for withdrawals. I have terrible back pain, have trouble
sleeping, and have even cried twice this week. I just took 50mg of benedryl
and 1000mg of tylenol hoping I can sleep tonight. I also gained weight on the
drug. Has anyone that dealt with the Brain Zaps stopped having them all
together? They are so bad, I am afraid to drive, I now understand why some
folks kill themselves coming off drugs like this one. If there is a happy
ending, I would love to know about it. Almost forgot, Blood Pressure has gone
thru the roof coming off this stuff."
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"I will name the countless symptoms and probably unreversable brain damage I
am living with after Effexor. There are good days in wich some of the symptoms
won't arise for exception of the pain. Those are the days I can be a mother
and wife but still the shadow of the energetic person I was. Back in July all
the symptoms hit me all at once. Blury vision, dizzy, letargic, high pitch
ringing in my ears, exhaustion, pain all over my body, joints and muscles.
Muscle twitching, slurred speech, urinary incontinence at times, hair lose in
patches. It is impossible for me to normally work at any type of job now. I
have states where I would forget what I am doing. I have times in wich I have
a hard time controlling voluntary motor functions in my legs and arms (such as
not being able to write, open a bottle or carry anything). Every now and then
muscles will begin to twitch, then just stop, out of the blue. I became
lethargic and have no energy to do anything. Not to mention times or days when
I can not drive due to the chance that I would have an accident beacuse of the
sudden blury vision or dizzines that make it dificult to see. Not to mention
when I suddenly forget where I am going or doing."
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Since I started taking effexor, My memory is going out the window. I am having
trouble remembering things from yesterday, granted I haven’t always been the
best to remember things. I have noticed that I am forgetting tasks at work,
this has never happened. I find myself using an entire pad of sticky notes,
and forgetting to complete the notes written.
I’ve been taking Effexor since last November, and I’ve been having memory
problems. Even yesterday I can barely remember. It’s so difficult. Usually, I
had a good memory but now it has gone down hill.
I’ve been on it for about 9 months, and the SAME thing is happening to me. i
forget things daily, lose things often, and my attention span is like a 3 year
old boy. my doctor also told me theyre not connected, but i KNOW they are,
which is the main reason i’m coming off the drug now. i wishi would have been
informed of all this before i got hooked on the stinking drug.
I have been experiencing memory loss for awhie also. I started taking Effexor
spring 2005. Before that I had been taking Zoloft, which was not working for
my anxiety and depression. I notice about 3-6 months into taking Effexor that
my short term memory was playing tricks on me and the more I think about it
the more I realize this drug has something to do with that. What should we do
now? Does anyone else think we should be contacting the company and find out
the truth about this being a side effect???
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"I have been on Celexa for almost three years. the results: lost a job and a
marriage due to being so non complacent but gained 20 lbs. I skipped a few
doses several weeks ago and decided it was time to wean myself off. I tapered
down very quickly and am now dealing with the following withdrawal symptoms:
Anxiety
Dizziness
Fatigue
Headache
Insomnia
Diarrhea
Nausea
Restlessness
Blurred vision
Jolting electric "zaps" (at bedtime)
Tingling sensations
Abdominal discomfort
Flu symptoms and general malaise
agitation
Vertigo
Gait disturbances
Sweating
Irritability
Aggression
Sleep disturbance and insomnia
Nightmares
Vivid dreams
Confusion
Memory and concentration difficulties
Crying spells
Lethargy
Weakness
The aggression is the scariest part but now that I know almost everyone
experiences this I feel better. From reading most of the posts it doesn't
seem to matter if you wean yourself or go cold turkey, the withdrawal symptoms
appear the same."
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I believe SSRIs "cause" neurogenesis through the brains compensatory
mechanisms. By inducing a massive chemical imbalance at the synaptic level,
SSRIs force the brain to respond by shutting down these connections and
creating new ones (which then get shut down, and the cycle continues).
Unfortunately, these new connections (axons) often resemble the type of new
axonal growth (swollen/corksrew appearance) seen after recovery from a
neurotoxic MDMA regimen. (editor's note - MDMA is Ecstacy) These axons also
often grow and/or project into areas where they did not before, and the
significance of this is as of yet unknown.
7. The most troubling permanent lasting adverse neurological effects
you may experience after prolonged SSRI usage (and consequent
STOPPING) are :
a). Word finding troubles
b). Absolute emotional flatness and deadness
c). Permanently reduced sex drive
d). An odd, pervasive social anxiety/awkwardness
e). Trouble with coordination
f). Bad memory
g). Trouble retrieving words
h). Overall paucity of thought and expression
i). Lack of creativity and intellectual fluidity (mental fog)
j). A lack of ability to "steer" or control the tone of your voice
(I've noticed this- that I sound shaky and agitated no matter what my
mood is, and people think I'm upset when I'm really not)
8. After these brain damaging effects have sunken in, you may have
great difficulty finding support anywhere. Talking to a p-doc may be
an exercise in futility. They will want to protect their own interests
and shield themselves from a possible lawsuit, hence you may be told
continually to get back on meds/up your dosage. The more you protest,
the less credibility you have, thus the more evidence in your p-doc's
mind that you need to go back on SSRIs.
9. Once you realize the extent of the damage, and it sinks in beyond
the denial you may initially face, it will be hard to explain to
others exactly why you are not the same person you used to be. The
damage is similar to a TBI (Traumatic Brain Injury) yet it might be
better termed DBI (Diffuse Brain Injury).
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Cymbalta
"Oh, how the withdrawal wrecked me. The only thing worse than taking Cymbalta
was withdrawal from Cymbalta. Added to all the side effects I was already
having, I very much wanted to cut myself, and got as far as sitting down with
a blade, but instead I bit myself on the hand as hard as I could stand. I
think I also punched myself in the thigh that same day, but it's all sort of
hazy. The first day off Cymbalta, I hallucinated, felt like my arms were
really far away from the rest of my body, dissociated for most of the day, and
in general, thought I was going to have to call for an ambulance. A benzo
would've really helped, but I didn't have a pdoc yet at the time; I had to
wait three weeks and let me tell you, those were three of the most hellish
weeks of my life, including feeling very much like I was having a mixed
episode. Out of desperation, I took diphenhydramine because it helped the
vertigo and the sleepy feeling sort of passed for "calmer." It took at least
three weeks for the withdrawal symptoms to calm down to a dull roar. When I
saw my new pdoc, I was still agitated."
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Your doctor is your worst enemy. Welbutrin is an SNRI. It blocks the
metabolites in the liver that metablilze seretonin and noepinephrin. Switching
to celexa, which is an SNRI is not going to help you. Doctors just have no
clue as to what they are doing. You go to them with a problem, they consult
ther PDR, and hand out some drugs that the pretty little pharma rep gave to
them. They will give you something to destroy your brain, then give you a
benzo like xanax, to combat anxiety. You cannot sleep, you are always on edge,
you end up with some sort of psycological "disorder" (manufactured by the drug
companies), and you are left a buned out shell of what you used to be. They
tried to give my mother-in-law prozac because she was sad when her father was
dying of cancer, and she was starting to go through menopause. I SCREAMED.
This lady didn't need prozac, or any other mind altering drugs. She needed to
reduce her stress.
I told her to take topical progesterone, and she turned around just
fine.
Fact: Doctors don't know what ssri's do to the brain
Fact: There is no evidence of a lack of neuro transmitters.
Fact: There is no way of measuring the level of seretonin in the brain...
I pray for anyone in distress anywhere, and God bless and help those whose
lives were destroyed by doctors who dished out meds that they know nothing
about.
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WITHDRAWAL
did anyone else get tapered off zoloft from a doctor but still having
withdrawal?
this is how my doctor did it and I am still trying to understand why it was
just down to 50mg and not less after a while: starting with my 100 mg
week 1- 50 mg every day
week 2 and 3 50 mg every other day
week 4 50 mg every two days
week 5 50 mg every three days
week 6 off (on this week now)
I took my last on sunday and it's now Wednesday. last night I could not sleep,
I felt very cold and I was shivering and had interrupted sleep and then got
too hot all over like I was burning. I've had the brain zaps all along on the
days I didn't take it and some of the shivering and feeling a little dizzy too
, very restless sleep on and off for these last few weeks. also some
irritability, and very depressed and hopeless feelings and anger, some crying
spells for no reason. I don't want to call the doctor because obviously they
don't know what they are doing or I wouldn't have withdrawl symptoms at
all.
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My daughter began having petit mal seizures. Coincidentally, she was just
recently placed on zoloft. I am sure it was only a coincidence, right? What
did zoloft do to you?
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YES, ZOLOFT IS EVIL. IT RUINED MY LIFE. IT MADE ME ACT TOTALLY OUT OF
CHARACTER AND I MAIMED MYSELF IN AN INDESCRIBABLE WAY.
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Zoloft destroyed my life, and my Dr. and therapist
stood by and watched it all happen right before
their eyes, it was like I was a project for them.
I am sorry to those I affected during that time, I
regret it everyday.
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